If only..

2010-09-03T12:00:00.000-07:00

IM WARNING YOU! BETTER DONT SPOILT MY REPUTATION! YOUR WORDS CANNOT BE TRUST! YOU'RE JUST MAKING A FOOL OF YOURSELF! YOU KNOW WHO YOU'RE OK! IF NOT WE SHALL WAIT & SEE! S*** & B****!

2010-05-29T12:00:00.000-07:00

Initially, wanted to blog more about my 1 year anniversary celebration with baby NEO. But was too lazy to do so. HAHAS! I know i am. Well, went to this MIRAMAR hotel to have our sake sushi buffet. THUMBS UP for the food! You all should go try. Didnt take any photos for the food as we're busy eating. LOLS! After that went over to takashimaya to get my 2nd LOVE! Great great LOVE to baby NEO! Thanks for everything. After so many fighting & quarreling in this r/s, i still feel love from you. I know everytime you dont keep your promised which i hate it alot! But in the end, you will still do what you need to do. People always say once a r/s is longer, it will become more fragile. What we always say " VERY SIAN LEHS "! HAHAS ~ but me & baby NEO r/s is still so strong as ever. Although we always see each other everyday, but we're always awaiting for each other to come back from work & stick tgt. Is like woo ~ feel so greatly love! LOVE him to the max. Finally, i understand what true love is. However, i still trying my best to change my temper. Tolerate. Give in which i have not been doing it for last 19 years. Well, this is life. In order to make everyone happier, you have to change it for the sake of yourself & your love ones around you. After 1 year + of this r/s. I learn alot & i change alot. Many people can see that. I hope everything i did was worth it. Nevertheless, i love you BABY NEO! Yesterday, Vesak day. I guess there are lots of the people praying. Heard mum said that this biggest day. The train was like to squeezy & NB! So many bangala. Luckily not smelly. If not im going to faint in the train. & the weather is so freeking hot till i sweat like no need money. LOLS! Went shopping with my gf. Had a great day with her. Laughing & gossiping non-stop. Of course heart to heart talk also. BEST THING IS SINGAPORE SALE! Some branded was on sale. Saw a burberry POLO-T. It was so cheap than i expected. Getting it with gf very soon. DAMN NICE OK! I SWEAR! Surprisingly, we didnt brought a single thing. Not like us lehs?! Oh ya, i brought 2 shorts from m)phosis. On 50% - 70% sale. The shop was so crowded & so messy. Those mei you gong de xing de ren never hang back properly & any throw. NB! Some were buying so many like free one. HAHAS! Anyway, Once if i go shopping, i cfn must get something back home orelse my whole body will gao wei one. LOLS! Gf keep nagging about her leg very pain as both of us was wearing heels. So kind of me, exchange my heels with her. WAHAHAHAHAS! I know she will say me bhb after she read this. Went over to starbuck to relax. Saw some farmiliar faces too. At night went over to geylang to had our frog leg. Our favourite! We ate so much till gf stomach kana bloated. Funniest thing is, she cant even stand up & walk. I laugh like dont know what. But i swear she can eat alot. Xia dao wo lor! After eating, we went over to flag cab, a fucking disgusting uncle approached to gf & say " HI ". At 1st i dont know. Until gf told me. NB! He think we chicken isit?! ER XIN right?! I think he take his CPF alr. BTH! THAN NEED IT SO URGENTLY. LOLS! :D Me & gf parted our way. Meet baby Neo & HOME SWEET HOME. Enjoy my day to the fullest. Might be meeting up gf again tmr at jp! See ya! LOVES darling ~

2010-05-18T20:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!
I LOVE YOU BABY NEO :D

2010-05-09T20:30:00.000-07:00

hey peeps! such a long time i touch my blog. well, i have dozens of things to blog. where should i start 1st? ok. friends are still asking me regarding about my back operation. it's fully recover & it's totally heal. no worries alright! went over to this party world which it's located at iluma to celebrate my boss son's birthday. the place look like the same as k-box but the place it's more bigger and cleaner. the system there is more upgraded. drink, sing and eat. such an enjoyable day i had :) anw, went to help baby to change his ear piece after work on friday. passby a few shops and saw this small pushcart selling all those sweet little korea stuffs & a pair of shoe caught my eye. went in & tried. fits me nicely. loves it so much. it's very limited. one pair only come in one sizes. & damn it. i didn't bring enough money with me thus i ask the sales girl to keep it for me. tomorrow i confirmed will come & take from her. & she promised to keep it for me. bad news, i received her phone call at night & she give me all kinds of reasons say that her colleguage sold it away. it's like **** lor. if you dont want to keep it for me just on the spot tell me know la. why must give me all these shit reasons lehs. let me feel so happy than suddenly tell me that you sold it away. NB! makes me super dulan & sad lor. hardly see something which i love it so much. zzz. makes me feel so upset for the whole day. it's really very pretty lor. baby also say im not fated to the pair of shoe. he also promised me to bring me out for shopping & look for the shoe. next day, mum went to her shop & scold her. LOLS! THAT WAS AMAZING! & you know what that girl told my mum? she says that she mix up with pink & black. WTF?! i tried the shoe infront of her & she can say that she mix up with these 2 colours & worst part is the design is totally diff. BIG DIFFERENCE! you can imagined right. dots! i also know she talk cock la. **** care her. paid money, took the shoe & off we go. bring mum out for shopping & eat to celebrate MOTHER'S DAY. my mum is the BEST MOTHER ON EARTH :D i feel so grateful to a good mum. hopefully, my mum enjoys herself. Anw, wish all mothers, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! i feel so happy! finally got something which i love it so much. oh ya, quarrel with baby few days ago & it's fine now. time flies, 9 more days to our 1 year anniversary. sooo looking forward to it! still strong, still counting on.. 2 year, 3 year, 4 year, 5 year, FOREVER! xD went shopping & relax with gf few weeks back. heart to hear talk. hahahaaa ~ that's all. WELL, THERE'S SOMETHING I NEED TO SAY OUT LOUD HERE, I HATE LIARS!

2010-03-29T23:00:00.000-07:00

HEY PEEPS! I'm back! I know i've neglected my blog for a few weeks & i guess all my readers are all not around with me. I'm becoming more & more lazy to blog. Whenever i log in, my fingers will just automatically press sign out. LOLS! So WTH i still open blog for?! CRAZY! Well, Sunday is my off day. I didn't go out. The best part is i slept at home for 13 hours. AMAZING right?! Maybe i'm far too tired. Time flies real fast & now it already 1/4 of the year. OMG! & have you all done 1/4 of your things? I dont think so because time will never be enough for us. Too much things to do yet too little time. Hahaas. How's my r/s? no comments. Zzz. Ok. I'm very tired already. Update again when im free. Goodnight!

2010-03-18T22:00:00.000-07:00

Was feeling unwell yesterday and i'm MC from work. Don't really understand what's wrong with my body. When the weather is bad. My body is super strong & healthy. When the weather is good. I'm ill. WTF is my body system doing? DOTS! -.- Anyway, everything goes well with my operation. It's recovering slowly. The wounds is healing. Thanks for everybody's care & concern! I'm fine! No worries! Well, Mr Neo was saying that our r/s is going to be 1 year. Is like ZOOM ... 10 MONTHS of fightings & quarrels. LOLS! & we are still so loving after all :D HAHAS! HAPPY 10 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY! Although sometime you're very sickening but you're still very important to me. You are someone which i cant afford to lose. I love you baby NEO. MWUACKS!

2010-03-14T23:00:00.000-07:00

Went bukit timah clinic @ beauty world for operation with my mum as Mr Neo needs to work. Thought of consulting the doctor 1st than make another appointment for the operation. Well, i know i'm running away from the fact. It's just sooner or later. But i'm really frightened. I'm afraid of the pain. It's my 1st time! & i SWEAR this is going to be the LAST TIME! ARGGG! I swaer i will take good care of my health. Whatever it is doctor say it's better to operate now better than draging longer as the tumor is growing bigger and bigger & it's swollen. I agreed with it. Thought mum would stay inside and accompanied me but bloody hell, the doctor ask her to go out and wait for me. NB! At 1st. Doctor put injection. That's really pain. Than the doctor kept talking to me. After that, he use the machin to laser the tumor. Less than 5 minutes the tumor came out. I was like chatting with him and he say it's done. I was like " HUR? So fast? Don't bluff me lehs. " Surprisingly, it's not pain at all. Wahahahas! Was so damn happy when he say it's done. Need to go back tomorrow for the next checkup. It's like FINALLY! I don't have to think so much again. Tata .. JOEY IS A BRAVE GIRL! YEA! :D Sad thing is i cannot touch seafood and chilli. DAMN! It's my favourite. Forget about it than. However, i need to thanks my GREAT MUMMY for being there supporting me! MWUACKS! LOVES YOU! Remember what did i said on that day? There will never be a true friend but only can be friend. Whenever he / she needs you, they will come and find you. If not they won't give a damn on you. This world is very " xian shi ". They would have just take you for granted. So fake. There are lots of example to let you all see. Learn to be independent is the most important thing. That's what i can say. Goodnight peeps!

2010-03-08T21:00:00.000-08:00

ehs ~ did i say CNY is round the corner? & now it's already over?! Oh man.. time really flies fast. Anw, CNY was great! Those gathering with all my close ones. Feel so happy & heart-warming :D Anw, I'm so lucky this year. Gamble & won a few hundred bucks. Not bad arhs. Hahaas. Now have to work hard & earn lots of money! Well, my birthday is coming. Is like 1 month plus back. Countdown.. i don't know should i open a chalet or club. Confusing lor. Most of the year, i will go club to celebrate my birthday. They will open dua bao, martel, chivas & alot alot for me. Drink till dead drunk, merlion & go home. This year i don't think i will be celebrating at there. Might be doing other things. I've informed my close friends regarding the celebrations. Still doing yet. Will let you all know again :) My hair is fucking short now! I really regret that i go bleach my hair last time. ALL SPOILT! & i have to chop off all my hair. Heartpain! I swear i will never go bleah my hair again! I SWEAR! & now, im waiting my hair to grow slowly. so SLOW! I'm also not going to do extension again. It causes all my hair to drop & 1 day i might gone botak! Grrr.. Now, i have to go saloon & do treatment to control all my hair from falling. Really miss my past long & silky hair. DAMN IT! REGRET! That women is doing & saying all those ridiculas things again. I think it's really disgusting. Please! If you want say me just come straight to me, face to face & say. Don't have to walk one big round than shoot me. Ehs ~ wo heng bu xi guan lehs. I'm afraid that one day i will scold her & off i go. I hope she won't go on too much. You will only make me hate you even more. That's it.

2010-03-05T20:30:00.000-08:00

Have not been bloging for a long time due to laziness and my time is totally fill up. I'm going for spa tomorrow with my gf. Finally, TIME TO RELAX! Stay tune :D

2010-02-07T22:00:00.000-08:00

Joey went for facial today. DAMN IT! It's now worst than a pig! Hope it will fully recover before CNY! Hahaas. Anw, finally i get to drink my KOI bubble tea . Was very happy because i'm craving for it long ago. It's my favourite! Baby brought " BA GUA " for my mummy & mummy gave him an " ANG BAO". Isn't it too early? Nah.. The " ANG BAO " is for HENG HENG one ok. When CNY will gave again. I'm going to get many many " ANG BAO " this year. Wahahahas :D Yesterday, something bad had happen. This is the 1st time i saw her so upset. I feel very sad too. Hope everything will be fine. On the don't know which Saturday, went LUNAR drink & relax ourselves. Well, isn't it too late to say my celebration during this New Year countdown. HAHAAS! I guess so. It's already pass 2 months -.- Cut it short. Went LUNAR again. Baby's brother book a VIP room called " ZHANG JIANG YI HAO". The room was quite big and beautiful. Open one " dua bao " & a few bottles of martell. I can say it's a enjoyable night. Some of them was dead drunk even me! At least, i didn't merlion on that day hors! We went over to the dancefloor & dance like mad. HIGH HIGH HIGH! The songs was very nice too. One thing is my very very high killer heels really kill me that day. Damn pain! After that, we parted as Baby need to work the next day. My friends went over to Ratchada after that & we went home. We really did enjoy oursleves!

2010-01-31T20:00:00.000-08:00

Went Chinatown again today with Mr Neo. Brought a few things also. Reached home at around 5pm. Was quite tired also. Lack of sleep is what i can say. How i wish there will be more time for me to sleep. Hahahas. Anyway, went to bugis shopping with my girlfriend weene yesterday after my work. Very fun & happy shoping with this sampa girl. Non-stop of chit chatting & laughing like mad. Whole Bugis is like our world. LOLS! Thou we just met each other but i really loves to go out with her. She can really make my day. She is not fake at all. She will only be who she is. That's what friends are called. Indeed she is a good friend :) Brought her CNY clothes & i went to get my skincare products. Never forget to take neoprint also. After the shopping, leave Bugis & headed to Serangoon for her facial. Waited for her for 1 half hour. She was qutie worried that i will be boring & lend me her PSP to play. If not ask me go eat or walked around. Very naggy hors!? Like old nanny. KAKAS xD After her facial, she kept on complaining about her skin -.- if her skin call bad, mine would be even worst! Well, we parted our way after that. She went to meet her friend & i went for my dinner. Might be meeting her up next week again! This is how i spend my weekend. Stay tune for more post o.O!

2010-01-24T22:00:00.000-08:00

Went chinatown with Mr Neo today. Chinatown was so crowded due to this coming Chinese New Year. Brought a few things also. After that, Mr Neo drove me over to Bugis to get my slipper. Quite happy cos' i've get some of my things done. At least, i didn't waste my off day. That's all for today. Loves!

Mr Neo creativity -.-

2010-01-23T23:55:00.000-08:00

Hieeeeeeeeee! Suprised to see me on Saturday night again?! Actually it isn't surprising anymore. As you can see. I've been together with Mr Neo for 8 months plus. From the 1st day till today, i've been stop clubbing. I really love to drink & club & Is a MUST in my life but i told myself i should stop all those night life before my body start to breakdown. Nevertheless, someone had step into my world which is Mr Neo. Since we're together, I must consider of his feeling too. Although, he agreed with it & ask me to go ahead but i know he might not like it. In order to stable down this r/s, i must think about the consequences 1st before doing anything. SEE! I'm such a thoughtful girlfriend. Sibei buay bah lehs me. LALAS! Anyway, i've finish doing all the housework. Feel so tired. Never been so tired before. Hopefully, what i've done it's worth it la. Hahaaa. Quarrel with Mr Neo again. I really hate the feeling whenever i quarrel with him. I will feel very sad & it's so unbearable. My mother will also feel very upset. I hate to cry but i just couldn't control myself. Maybe i love him too much & he had already stand a position in my heart. To his position, what am i to him? Seriously, i really don't know. Grrr... Hope life will be better. Accompany my mother to buy new year stuff. One word. HEAVY! Hahas. Well, new year is round the corner. Have your things all prepared? For me, still on half way though. Might be getting it within these few days. I always love to celebrate Chinese New Year. Guess what? Firstly, can take lots of ANG BAO! xD Secondly, there will be a family gathering. Usually, we hardly meet up as we're busy with our work & stuffs. Time will also crush but when comes to New Year we will sure gather together. I will feel very happy cos' i have such a loving family. HAHAS! & of course there will be a few days of off days for us. Wahahahas! My resolution is to get my driving license this year. The rest i will update later. Just had my Mac & i'm bloating. It's time for me to zzz. My eyes is shutting down very soon. Goodnight peeps. Shall continue tomorrow if i'm free. Tatas!

2010-01-20T21:00:00.000-08:00

OH MY ...! My head is killing me throughout the day! I thought panadol could help to release the pain but it's even worst! It makes my eyes swollen like a pig. FUCK IT! It's so painful till my tears almost roll out. Can't even concentrate on work. Feel like going home. & yea! I'm a superwomen. I can tolerate with all the pain. Wahahahas! xD ENDURE! Till end work & finally i'm resting at home now. Actually my headache started yesterday but it's not that pain though. However, i need to apologised to Mr Neo because i've throw my temper on him. BIG BIG SORRY OK! He say he will try to be back early & accompany me. Take good care of me & make me to sleep. Don't envy. Kakas! Well, my skin is damn rabak now due to the hot weather. Drink more water alright friends :) Didn't have the chance to upload photos as my cousin is helping me to do my blog. Credits - Jovan Yeo. Thanks! Open a facebook few weeks ago & is not done yet. All blank. Search me at Joey Ang & you will be able to find me. That's all for today. Shall update more tomorrow. Zzz... Hopefully i will recover. I hate HEADACHE! Overdue photos when we are on the way to JP for movie.

2010-01-17T22:00:00.000-08:00

HIIIEEEE EVERYONE! I'm back already. Happy to see me? Some people is complaining why i didn't blog. ROT ALREADY LA! I know i've neglected my blog but my time is like fully use everyday. EVERYDAY! Sometimes i can only grab abit of my time to do my personal things. Anyway, brought 4 pieces of clothes from on9 few days ago & i'm collecting it tomorrow! HAHAS! Love it so much. Well, i said i had lots of things to blog but i'm not going to blog all the thing out today as i'm very lazy to do so. Let's talk about this weekend. Did mask with Mr Neo yesterday night and the result was great! I guess Mr Neo loves it alot too! We're pamper by mask! Woohoo. & YEA, Took some photos while we're doing mask & it looks damn UNGLAM! So decided not to upload. HAHAS! Went to watch movie today with Mr Neo at JP. The Spy Next Door. Rated 7/10. Quite nice but ending was abit boring. Jackie Chan look much older but still very fit. Had a big fight with Mr Neo weeks ago but we're fine. We're still so loving after all. Regarding about the family problems. Settle all problems & everything goes smoothly. Can say JOEY is happy for (NOW). Hahas! HAPPY 8th MONTH MONTHSARY! :) I love you Mr Neo. Promised to upload photos tomorrow ok! Much loves :)

2010-01-12T21:30:00.000-08:00

Seriously, i'm very lazy to blog now. I have lots of things to blog now. Like countdown? Clubbing? Zoo? My job? Regrets? Lastly, my new year resolution. HAHAHAS! Lots and lots of things to blog. But i just couldn't get my hand moving. DAMN! I shall update again soon. Stay tune!

2010-01-05T05:22:00.001-08:00

I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST HIM BUT YET I'M FUCKING NAIVE & STUPID. I FUCKING HELL HATE HIM ALOT! YOU'RE NOTHING. NOTHING!

2009-12-28T22:00:00.000-08:00

Hi people! I'm back again! Happy to see me?! Oh yea ~ 2010 is coming means a new year is coming! & we should get a new life too. Am i right?! So soo sooo looking forward to it. Well, how am i nowadays? My r/s is still stable & good. I should feel happy isn't it? But i'm wrong. Something seems not right. Hais, what is it? I don't want to elaborate here. Some who are close to me than knows. Actually is regarding about my bf's family problem. That's all i want to say. I really feel utterly sad & helpless. What should i do? Hais, day by day goes. I don't know what will happen next. But what i wish is that nothing will happen & carry on this r/s smoothly with my bf. HAIS :(

2009-12-26T19:30:00.000-08:00

Hi! I'm finally back! Are all my readers still there?! Hope you're! Ok. Well, alot alot of things had happen & i don't know where should i start. I'm just right behind! OH MY.. slow poke! Ok. I will start of with my Christmas celebration. It's a damn bored Christmas i had & it's the worst of the year. Me & baby went out for dinner & that's all. Actually plan to go out for drink but both of us were sick & tired so didn't manage to go out. Suprisingly, we're at home sleeping. Zzz ... Meanwhile, i have to thanks all my friends for the Christmas greetings. THANKS! Baby promised me that this year count down MUST go out & enjoy oursleves. Sooo looking forward to it lor. HAHAHAS xD & it's like fking long since i touch alcohol. It also means that my body is very healthy now. Wahahahas.. Few weeks ago. Went to this RED BULL pary event. Their celebration was inside a cold room which contain lots & lots of ice. Free flow of the night. Their songs was damn nice. All of them were so high. Dancing & vomiting like nobody business -.- & i swear that inside was damn freeking cold. The temperature is like minus degree. Once i step inside the room, i was shivering like hell. Don't even know how to dance. WTH! I can't imagine if i stay more longer inside what will happen to me. Freezing?! LOLS! Was force to drink & i just drink abit. Received the RED BULL CUP as a souvenier & it's really nice. Everyone over there was so friendly. Well, i did enjoy myself over there too! It's a happening party! Went back early with baby cos' the next day still have to work. Few days ago. Met up with my girl. Don't know since when we last met. Can say years ago?! Miss her alot too! Went fareast did my hair. So sweet of her. Accompany me for a few hours. Thanks! Shop around for baby pressie. Brought quite a few things also. Heart to heart talk. Time flies real fast & we plan to meet out next week again. See you soon! Yesterday went Sentosa with baby. WOO.. Sentosa had change alot. The scenery is very nice. Alot of people were there too. Baby also promised me that he will bring me to seat roller coaster when is done. Most probably should be next year (: Weather was good. Can say i'm satisifed with what i am now. Hope this will continue on..

2009-12-14T22:00:00.000-08:00

JOEY is happy cos' she brought alot of online clothes which she loves alot! Joey is unhappy cos' her r/s is facing some problems again. Should she feel happy or sad?

2009-12-10T22:50:00.001-08:00

CURRENTLY BUSY WITH MY STUFF NOWADAYS & I'M DAMN TIRED! Pardon me for not blogging. Hope my readers are still around. MUCH LOVES!

2009-11-20T04:34:00.001-08:00

I don't understand why are there so many k - po people lor. Isit they are too free or what? Don't understand. Well, i'm not going to care all those people or can say don't even need to bother about them. They are just jealous about you. They can say all those nasty words they want. We can't stop them. So no need to waste your time & energy on this type of people alright! Just carry on with your life. Once they are tired they will stop. However, i still think that this kind of people are very childish. I think they're fucking ENG lor. HAHAS! Anyway, have been on9 shopping nowdays. I'm just fucking happy that i brought something which i really love it so much. Nevertheless, i also want to thanks them for the good service & good quality. I appreciate alot! Won't be stating the site here cos' i know there will be many gossips around again. Have been busy doing my stuff & each stuff i've done really worth it but not like those people. Wasting time for saying cock things! Well, no photos. Will update again soon! STAY TUNE 0.O

2009-11-12T21:00:00.000-08:00

Had a big war with baby this morning & was feeling very down when i'm at work. The feeling damn sucks & i really hate it. Tears just automatically roll down by itself. Just couldn't control myself. WTF! Almost ended this r/s & this time i really make up my mind. I also don't know why suddenly become like that. Maybe is because he behave like the past again. Don't bother & care about me anymore. I hate to see him treating me like nothing. Do i really stand a place in his heart? Only he knows. Didn't eat anything for the whole half day. No appetite. Just feel very sad. Well, i wrote a very long message to him & it consist of 11 pages. Telling him how i feel & what had exactly happen. But it seems that he still don't understand what it means or don't even bother to know? Until now, finally i know that i'm such a materilistic women in his heart. If i'm really is, i already leave him long ago why should i still stay at his side till now? Am i such a loose women in his heart? Hais, i just coundn't bear to leave him no matter how good / bad he treat me. I still couldn't give up. I still choose to return by his side. Did he ever cherish this r/s? Do he really love me or just want to fool around with me? Have he ever appreciate the things i did for him? I don't know. I really don't know.

2009-11-07T21:30:00.000-08:00

HI! DEAREST READERS! I know i'm gone again & my blog went gone case again. LOLS! Anyway, spent my hallowen night with baby. Didn't go anywhere. HAHAS! Nowadays, i'm also stuck at BQ cue room for pool. Baby was having competition with his friends. The competitors was quite strong also but still baby had done a good job too! xD Saw alot of farmiliar faces at there too. Well, was quite sad to hear a bad new from my friends saying that wei hua had pass away due to bike accident. Was like hur? So sudden & was very sad too. So dear drivers. Drive safely. Your life is precious. Wei Hua RIP! We will miss you (: Some overdue photos when me & baby went for steamboat at suntec & sit flyer. Enjoy!

2009-10-28T20:00:00.001-07:00

Hi people. I'm at depot rotting again meanwhile baby is having his so call " relaxing " pool. Well, actually didn't want to come as i'm very tired with my work but baby say will end early so he came over my working place & drive me over. Anyway he is having his competition now with one guy don't know call what name again. But i know this guy very qiao one. Action with his skills. Hope baby will trash him till kao lut kao lut! Jiayou! Was suppose to meet up with my sweetheart xiaolynn today but was too tired so cancel & plan to meet up next week which is her off day. This time round promised you won't rubberband again ok! (: Was busy with my grandad songka. My ah gong had peacefully pass away on 22 OCT '09. RIP. I know he will always stay around me & protect me. I love you. Nevertheless, i hope you will be happy on the other world. & i would also like to thanks all my friends specially come down to visit although you can't come in but at least you'll got the heart. Thanks alot! Ok. Some of my friends went overseas so couldn't come down. Some wasn't allow as their parents disgree. I understand. I'm fine. Feel damn tired nowadays. Well, quarrel with baby few days ago. Small problems. Forget about it than. Weather is werid also. Guys drink more water oresle will get sick. Bye people ~

2009-10-18T22:30:00.000-07:00

Hi readers. Surprised to see me again? HAHAS! Alot of people also surprised to see me online so often. Hey! Although i'm not online doesn't mean i'm lost ok! I just MIA awhile but will be back de. I know you people will be very happy to see me & miss me right! HAHAS! I know i very BHB la! xD Anyway, had a small tiff with baby's mother today. I cried badly today. I don't feel like elaborating here. Hais, i just only feel very sad & hurtful. I just don't understand why she will never be satisfied in what i do. Everything i do is so meaningless. I really feel like giving up. What should i do than she will be happy? Tell me? Went back home today. Heart to heart talk with mum & i feel calm. Hais, just hope everything is fine. Tomorrow should be a better day for me. Well, she message me & apologised to me. I'm fine afterall. Actually i just don't like people treating me like this. Is like fucking ... Don't know how to explain the feeling. Just feel so uneasy la. I mean you just can't throw your friends aside whenever you don't need them. Is not like a toy ok. Friendship is to cherish each other lor. Aiya ~ You know. I know. Forget about it. " FORGIVE & FORGET " ;) One day, you will understand what i mean. Chat with dad just now. Should be meeting up with him very soon. HAHAS! He's complaining that " wait till i free it's like 100 years later. " DOTS! No ok! Anyhow only. Will meet up with you de la. Don't worry. Erm, shall update some overdue photos during baby's birthday which is on 27th MAY.. it's really very fun on that day. Smashing cake on each other faces & baby's face is the worst. LOLS! Alright, i merlion on that night because of that bloody waterfall -.- I must kill the boss also as it's on his treat & i must share the pain with baby! Grrr! Enjoy! Goodnight people.

2009-10-17T12:00:00.000-07:00

Hi people. Surprised to see me at Sat night? Well, didn't plan to go out today because i'm very very tired. My eyes is having heavy DARK CIRCLES & it's real dark. I really need to have a good rest. Ok. Having a very bad dreams yesterday. Hope it turns out to be oppsite. PLEASE GOD! i don't want to see anything happen. PLEASE BLESS ME! Anyway didn't meet up with dar today. She went to chiong yesterday & promised me that she would come back early. I know she won't one la. Say only. Nvm. Suppose to meet her early today. But she just only came back this morning & i doubt she will be meeting me as in the evening i also have things to do. She damn action lor. Message her whether when she want to meet me but never reply lehs. Sometimes i don't understand why people tends to have new friends than totally forget about her old friends or can say don't even bother about the old friends? Hopefully you're not la hors. We must learn to cherish the person therefore the bonds would be stronger. Isn't it? HAHAS! Well, i also won't bother la. It's up to you la. Don't next time regret can liaos. I'm fine. Ok. Went to baby's brother house today. Play with their dog. Damn cute lor. But abit tiko. Some more it's a girl. She was so excited when she saw me. Chiong towards me & smell ... the photo will tell you what i mean. Wahahahas! xD Oh ya. Went to cut my hair also. Damn short again. But it's ok. Use to it liaos. Chatted quite a while with dad today. & yea ~ he is doing good & hope he would last long with his gf. & i realised that he live so near me. Can often meet up with him le. KAKAS! Anyway, baby is sleeping so soundly beside me now. Guess he is very tired now. It's time for me to sleep also. Good night peeps! zzz ...

2009-10-16T22:00:00.000-07:00

Hi readers. My blog is having a serious thick spider web already. HAHAS! I'm so so sorry. YEA! I'm off tomorrow because tomorrow is a PH! & i'm off for 2 days. Wahahahas! Evil laugh. maybe i'm meeting up with dar tomorrow. Don't know since when i didn't meet up with her. Half a year or even more? Don't know la. She say i keep accompany bf lehs. No lehs is you never contact me lehs. I know you will see my blog & this post is partly for you. HAHAS! Don't kill me arhs. Well, regarding about my r/s. Everything is fine. As per normal. No quarrels. No fight. Don't worry people (: However, baby had brought me a adapter. Means i can upload all my photos! xD Ok. There are some overdue photos. On that don't know which Sunday me & baby went to see F1. Was quite exciting. The sound was damn loud & it's so hot over there. Saw some farmiliar faces too. Quite happy on that day. Ok! Stay tune O.o Goodnight peeps ~

2009-10-06T21:00:00.000-07:00

Dear readers. I know my blog growing spider web liaos. LOLS! So lazy la. Haiyo ~ Well, what am i doing nowadays? Same routine. Wake up damn early in the morning. Prepared myself to work. That 1 hour journey is making me mad but still i need to do it everyday. How i hope i could pass my liscense now & get a car now! NOW! Or if there is someone who can get me a car. I will married him. HAHAS! What a joke. If there is la ~ Ok. My r/s is getting from bad to worst. Can say i'm giving up real soon. Having alot of wars. Don't feel like elaborating. Like shit. Why am i still dragging & wasting my time in this unhappy r/s. Why can't i be the back old me & just let go? Why am i still making myself so sad & make my life so miserable? Will i regret one day or what? Alot of people ask me to let go. Alot of time i want to say it out, but i just really can't bear to. I can't ~ I want more freedom. I want to be happy.

2009-09-12T17:25:00.001-07:00

Dear readers, i'm back to blog again. Ok, i realised that HIS house don't have a ab-dater for me to upload all my photos. WTF? Is like today i have the mood to upload lor. Haiyo ~ no fate no fate. LOLS! Well, i'm becoming fatter & fatter each day. Not fat but PLUMP! WHAT THE ... HELP! There are so many dinner for me to attend because of this JULY GHOST FESTIVAL. so BO BIAN ~ have to attend & tonight there's one coming. Tomorrow is HIS mother's birthday. Have another dinner & next Saturday there is one more coming again! GOSH ~ I think my weight had already hit the 5 digit. I must cut down my diet & slim down now or else all my clothes won't be able to wear! Arggg ! Yesterday went to ION & brought a ANNA SUI lipstick for HIS mother birthday. Hope she will like it (: After that meet up with HIM at orchard. Went down to my boss house to celebrate his son 1 year old birthday. His son was so cute! Didn't have a chance to take photo with him because his house was so crowded. There's a buffet & there we go, eat again. HAHAS! People was asking me how's my r/s between me & him. Maybe it's from BAD to WORST or even better? I don't know. The day before we had a cold war. Didn't talk much. Actually i also don't know what's the reason in it. He just treat me so cold. I don't bother but the next day i can't tolerate anymore. Ring him up & say sorry to him. Siao right me? I'm not in the wrong yet i'm the one who apologised. Nevermind. At least i have the initiative to do that. Hais, damn! When can i get back to the past happy life & be that cheerful girl again? Even though i got HURT by someone who i trust a lot but i know there are lots of people care for me. Thanks alot for the care & concern my dear friends (:

2009-09-06T19:21:00.001-07:00

STRANGER.

Dear reader. I've waste my off day today. Whole day rot at home. Due to laziness. Don't feel like going out. Just wanted to sleep. Hais, I've thinking alot & i realise that i'm missing the past life. Let's say about my schooling life. Although i hate studying but really very happy. Than start to quit school & come out to work. After work go out drinks & relax with friends all. So enjoyable. Compared to now is totally difference. So stress. Alot of unfortunate things rush towards me. Now, even the closest person to me is like a stranger. STRANGER. Not my family. Don't feel like mentioning whose the person. People ask me why still to choose to be with him. I don't know why. I don't know how to face the problem. I really don't know. What should i do? Perhaps naive? Or what? I kept thinking about the problem. But i don't know when & how to start. I trust the wrong person.

* LIAR. BETRAYER. I HATE YOU MORE EACH DAY.

2009-09-05T02:04:00.003-07:00

Dear readers. I'm back to update! Or else my blog is rotting very soon. Well, received a letter from ***** at changi prison. I'm really shocked & surprised to see his letter. I'm glad he's doing fine inside. I kinda miss him a a lot. I know he will never betray me. I know he will not let other people bully me. I know he will protect me. I know he will love me wholeheartedly. He is a good bf. BUT, it's already the past. He wrote something which let me feel so touched He said, " God give him a 5 months 24 days of memories. Is it fated? Sorry to make up such a cruel decision. Sorry. Hope he will be released soon. My life now is so sucky. Don't know is it because i choose the wrong road or what. I feel so helpless now. Really need someone to guide me along the way. I've regret not to treasure the person beside me who treats me good. I've regret what i've done. I just let it slip away like this. I really learn a big lesson.. And yes, cherish the person you loved. When it's gone it will be gone forever. LEARN THIS!

P.S: i miss you.

2009-08-23T05:10:00.001-07:00

Hi all, i know my blog is getting bored each day. I'm so sorry. I'm busy with my work nowadays & yes i'm working now. I love my JOB alot alot (: My time is really crop up with so many thing. No time for everyone. So sorry people ): Promised you guys to upload photos but i'm so so LAZY LA!! How i wish there's a robot at home & help me blog everyday. HAHAS XD xiang tai duo ~ zzz. hopefully i could turn up for my friend's birthday & i won't forget about it. Orelse she's going to kill me. Well, i need to do some planning for everyday routine. Ok. My face complexion is from BAD to WORST! DAMN! Arggg ~ HELP! Remember the BITCH i said? Alot of things happen. Turn out to be like a joke lor. Say 28 years old. Married women. Nobody will believed lor. Act like a childish kids lor. Haiyo ~ But i will never forget how this bitch treat me. 10 TIMES BACK! Ok. BLOODY. I will never show any respect on you. NEVER! 3 months 5 days. Still strong. Hope it will last! LOVES!

2009-08-02T22:17:00.001-07:00

Hi readers. Miss me bo? I'm so so damn lazy to blog & even more lazy to upload all my photos. DOTS! & i really buay hiao ps lor. Friends help me do my blog till nice nice than i don't want to blog. LOLS! I promised to blog more often ok. Well, my life is getting boring & i'm getting more & more LAZY each day. Guess what? My appearence. Looks so sucky. Like those AUNTIES outside. Hair is damn short & dry. Eyebrow is in a big bloody mess . Heavy dark circles and eye bag round my eyes. Mouth is peeling. Skin complexion is damn bad. Dressing like fuck. ETC ETC... Even khakis ask me go drink & club i also disagree. Lazy is the part of the reason. Wa, i think people outside also don't regonised me. People at the back also sour me lor. " WARAO EHS, JOEY CHANGE LIAOS LOR, BEANSPROUNT NOW SELL SUPER EXPENSIVE LOR, WHERE IS THAT PAST JOEY HURS? NO LONGER THAT ACTIVE JOEY LIAOS LORS HORS?! " DAMN DAMN! Grrr, i thought being taitai suppose to be dolling up till nice nice but why am i like this? WTF! WTFF!! WTFFF!!! I think i should wake up my mind orelse one day i really become HUANG LIAN PO! What exactly had happen to me?! TELL ME! HAHAS! I'm really damn tired & sleepy now. Update again tomorrow. Good night readers :)

2009-07-27T20:17:00.000-07:00

Dear readers, what a long time since i update my blog. Damn lazy to update. Alright, people may do wrong things in his / her whole life. Is whether how serious it is & will the person learn their mistake. We should also give them a chance & let them amend their mistake. My forever QUOTE, " FORGIVE & FORGET ". Next time if anything happens to you at least the person will treat you back the same way. Isn't it?Anyway, a big big thanks to all my beloved friends who ask me about my situation between me & him. Thanks for the care & concern :) We're fine. Don't worry. I decided to give him a chance because i think these problem can be easily solved & nothing serious about it too . Eventually, he don't even know a single thing over here. One day he will realised how true am i to him. Let bygones by bygones. Grinnns ;) okok. These few days nothing happen. Same procedure, at home like taitai. Do nothing. Guess where i am? At depot. BABY♥ is having his billard match with one guy name bryan or what. Than very nice lor, i'm here rotting & doing nothing. BORED! So sorry readers, i know my blog is getting very bored. I will try to make it more happening 0.o STAY TUNE!

2009-07-24T01:00:00.003-07:00

stress! STRESS! STRESSS! I have dozen of things to stress. Feel so helpless now. Basically, i just need a pair of ears, a shoulder for me to lean on, i'm satisfied. If only he were there, i'll be very happy. BUT, some people are so easily being provoked that anger blinded their senses. Small little things can get angry easily. I don't know what am i to him. From 6pm till now, we talk less than 10 sentences. Is it beacuse i think too much or what? Do i stand a place in his heart? We are not as loving as before. NO MORE.

* 为什么在我最无助和低落的时候。你却让我伤心难过。

2009-07-23T00:50:00.000-07:00

Someone ask me why am i so EMO? That was because i still could not forget the incident happen on 18July'09 at around 830pm? Not because i'm afraid or what is just that what i promised him i should get it done. HAHAS! Am i stupid? Worth it? Not pain at all but heart wrenched, really hurtful. In this 19 years, no one dares to do this to me. But it's ok. I'll make sure she GET it 10times back. I SWEAR. However, i should also blame myself for being too naive. Put so much trust & effort on him. Believe everything he say. Yet, i get back nothing. I'm just a bloody fool. BLOODY FUCKING FOOL! Now, every single word he say. I have to think twice. Til now, i find no reasons to forgive him. Really. You can say i'm selfish, but you're even more selfish. Why not you think 1st before you say or do anything. Whether the person will get hurt & especially someone who is very important to you. TEARS keep rolling down my cheeks. You don't even know. I hate you even more each day.

* Loving you is the most hurtful event in my whole life. Till eternity, i will never forget. THANKS.

2009-07-21T00:07:00.000-07:00

A quick post before i get nagging from BABY♥ again. Today as per normal, woke up at around 2.30pm due to yesterday late sleep. Woken up by a few calls and messages. Finally get my butts off from bed! BABY♥ went all the way down to get my new laptop. BIG BIG THANKS xD Waited for BABY♥ to end work. Needs to go fetch mummy back home as she is at aunt house. At around 8.30pm. Prepared & off we go. Reached zhenghua, actually wants to go eat but mummy insist to go home and eat. Send her home than BABY♥ & me think what to eat. MACDONAD'S came into my mind. Both of us also lazy to go down and buy lor. Bobian, went to Tanmah Jurong which can just order from the macdonald's counter no need walk. HAHAS! I know both of us super lazy one. LOLS! After eating, BABY♥ went to watch his movie. Meanwhile, i go do my mask. Well, tomorrow still need accompany BABY♥ go work. TIRED TIRED TIRED! BUT it's worth it :) Currently not working now. TAITAI ?? :) Alright, no photos for today. Goodnights my dear readers. More update coming soon! STAY TUNE!

2009-07-20T05:38:00.000-07:00

It's really very late now & I should get my butts off to sleep before BABY♥ get up & scold me. Anyway, I know it's abit plain in my blog, I will ask my beloved girlfriend to help me edit as i'm totally a moron on blog. HAHAS! Good night readers. CREDITS TO - JasmineTSX :)

2009-07-19T03:24:00.000-07:00

Hello testing, Jasmine here. Pardon me the urge uploading photo. (Taken months ago) Luvs!